OH MY GOD A POST WITH PURPOSE!!!!! =D

YaY ME I’m BLOGGING AGAIN.

*ahem*…..

So I was thinking that I’d like to actually ‘know’ all of Shakespeare’s plays… Like know what they’re about and what the story is, etc.

So the easy way to do this would to go on some cliffnote website and read all the summaries. My reaction to this thought: LAME!!! LAME AS HELL!!

So I’ve decided to read them all. Yes, all of them. Every single play. And watch a/the movie/s of them if they have them, but only after I’ve read the play.

I just felt like putting this in a blog… Because I’m putting the list after I stop typing all this… and I’ll be checking them off one by one.

Wish me luck!

Comedies:

All’s Well That Ends Well

As You Like It

Comedy Of Errors

Cymbeline

Love’s Labour’s Lost

Measure for Measure

The Merry Wives Of Windsor

The Merchant Of Venice

A Midsummer Night’s Dream

Much Ado About Nothing

Pericles, Prince Of Tyre

Taming Of The Shrew

The Tempest

Troilus And Cressida

Twelfth Night

Two Gentleman Of Verona

Winter’s Tale

Tragedies:

Antony And Cleopatra

Coriolanus

Hamlet

Julius Ceaser

King Lear

Macbeth

Othello

Romeo And Juliet

Timon Of Athens

Titus Andronicus

History:

Henry IV, pt 1

Henry IV, pt 2

Henry V

Henry VI, pt 1

Henry VI, pt 2

Henry VI, pt 3

Henry VIII

King John

Richard II

Richard III

awww…. poor neglected blog…. :pats on the head:

I haven’t been blogging hardly AT ALL lately… Personally, I just don’t know what to say…. Huh. 
If you have any suggestions for me, gimme a shout out!

long time no post! many thinkings time!

1. I might have a boyfriend before school starts in August! :O 

2. I’m sooo close to being up to date with Doctor Who. Woot woot!

3. After that I’m getting back on with Battlestar Galactica.

4. After that… STAR TREK! WOOT WOOT! haha. 

5. Everyone should go check out my youtube channel!!!

…. :P

I’m kind of discouraged. Lately i’ve been getting kind of lax with the things on my 101 things list… And i feel bad because I feel like I always do this… I start something but I can’t finish. I wish I wasn’t like this… but I’ve already failed at a bunch of things on that list so…

Random Stuff On My Mind

Not doing a Many Thinkings because i have more than one sentence to say for this stuff… 

 

One: OMFG I AM GOING TO NEW YORK IN UNDER FORTY EIGHT HOURS!!! I am so incredibally excited. I’ve wanted to go there for a while for so many reasons… but its so unbelievably exciting! I get to go to Ellis Island,  a broadway show, time square, china town, a whole bunch of museums… central park… AH!

Two: I love my new phone… Ok that was a one sentence but shut up!

Three: I really want my driver’s liscence. I am soooo sick of fighting tooth and nail to get a ride to parties and such because my parents are busy. I want to be able to say, yes i can come, because i can drive MYSELF! OH BURN. haha. One and a half years…. Soooo close!!! 

 

That’s it for now… I really have not been keeping up with this as much as I would have liked… *sigh* I’m not keeping up with  my list as much either… But my time in NYC will make up for all the dog walks i’ve missed… haha,

Huh.

Things that used to excite me are falling short. I want something new and fresh and exciting and interesting and fantastic in my life. 

 

Any suggestions?

I’m bored… My nose is really congested and I sound dead. Besides that I feel fine, so I’m not missing any school… 

I have a fun weekend to look forward… Hanging out with friends every day. Yay. (And I have a cute dress to where… It can’t hurt. lol)

 

So I’m about a third way done with my 50,000 words…. So that’s almost one more thing crossed off my list. I need to work harder on getting those things done.

FML.

I feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever but if i talked to you today i’d probably feel like crying afterwards because i know you’d rather talk to her. i know you’d rather be with her. 

 

you say you didn’t like me that much, but oh you should have seen the way you looked at me. ever wonder why i fell in love? ever wonder why you make me melt? it’s the way you looked at me. the way you talked to me when we were alone. the way you treated me those choice days when i wasn’t embarrassing for you to be around. 

 

I told you that I liked you a lot. Twice, as a matter of fact. I know you liked me then, it was obvious. Don’t try to deny it. This is something I’m sure of. So why didn’t you say something? Why didn’t you do anything? I was putting myself out there for you but you did nothing. I felt used.

 

Every time you couldn’t seem to decide whether I was a crush or a friend tore me up inside. It killed me how we’d seem like practically a couple one day, and the next you’d barely speak to me. If you care about someone, why would you do that? 

 

So you say you didn’t really like me… If that’s true why did you ask me out? Why would we talk for hours on the phone? Why would you tell someone that you’d be happy if I was your girlfriend? I could list other things but I don’t feel like being that revealing…. but I’m sure you can get the jist. 

 

I just want to know why. I want to know what happened, why WE didn’t happen. It would have worked… I’m not saying it was all you, I know I fucked it up a lot. I over analyzed anything. I got mad at you for no reason. I caused fights. I acted like a bitch… But I have to say you didn’t give me much to hold on to.

 

You probably wont read this, and if you did you probably wouldn’t tell me. Might cause too many problems. I get that. Girlfriend and all… But if you ever find yourself in a place where you can throw me a bone, here… Give me a call. You have the number.

 

I’m still in love with you but I’ll will always love you, no matter what happens or what we go through. No matter who I fall in love with in the future, you will always have a special place in my heart.

<33

sixty two songs that remind me of you

1. About You Now- Miranda Cosgrove
2. Again Again- Lady Gaga
3. All Around Me- Flyleaf
4. Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy
5. Always- Bon Jovi
6. Beautiful Soul- Jesse McCartney 
7. Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis 
8. Broken- Seether ft. Amy Lee
9. Brown Eyes- Lady Gaga
10. Can’t Let Go- Landon Pigg
11. Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol
12. Don’t Forget- Demi Lovato
13. Dreaming With A Broken Heart- John Meyer 
14. Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) 
15. Every Time We Touch- Cascada
16. Everywhere- Michelle Branch 
17. Fall For You- Secondhand Serenade
18. Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop- Landon Pigg
19. Forever Yours- Once On This Island 
20. Girlfriend- Avril Lavigne 
21. Goodnight And Go- Imogen Heap
22. Gravity- Sara Bareilles
23. Haunted- Kelly Clarkson 
24. Hey There Delilah- Plan White T’s
25. I Wanna Hold Your Hand- Across The Universe
26. I Will Remember You- Ryan Cabrera 
27. Identified- Vanessa Hudgens
28. If I Fell- Across The Universe
29. Innocence- Avril Lavigne
30. Just Friends- The Jonas Brothers
31. Lie- David Cook
32. Love Hurts- Heart
33. Love Story- Taylor Swift 
34. Lovefool- The Cardigans
35. Make You Feel My Love- Adele
36. Mamma Mia- Mamma Mia
37. My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne 
38. Never Let This Go- Paramore
39. Realize- Colbie Cailat 
40. Self Inflicted- Katy Perry
41. Sentimental Heart- She & Him
42. Shattered (Turn The Car Around)- O.A.R
43. So Close- Jon McLaughlin 
44. So Sick- Ne-Yo
45. So Sorry- Feist
46. Teardrops On My Guitar- Taylor Swift
47. There For You- Flyleaf
48. There’s A Fine Fine Line- Avenue Q
49. Things I’ll Never Say- Avril Lavigne
50. Thinking Of You- Katy Perry
51. This Ain’t A Love Song- Bon Jovi
52. Through The Glass- Stone Sour
53. Tracks Of My Tears- Adam Lambert 
54. Until You’re Mine- Demi Lovato
55. What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts
56. When You’re Gone- Avril Lavigne
57. Why Can’t I- Liz Phair
58. Written In The Stars- AIDA
59. You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift
60. Your Guardian Angel- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
61. 1 2 3 4- Plan White T’s
62. 7 Things- Miley Cyrus 

well well well….

this is kind of like a pep talk for me but you might care to read it. 

 

I’m not going to try and lie to myself to make myself believe I don’t love him… that made things worse last thing i attempted that. I’m not going to make myself get over him, because that won’t work. I may even love him for the rest of my life… But that’s the thing: I still have A LIFE. And it needs to go on. It needs to push past this. I need to let my heart open up to other possibilityes. HE IS NOT THE ONLY MAN IN THE WORLD. There are probably MILLIONS of guys who are more dateable… and more attractive… and more gentlemanly…. YEAH! ok that last sentence made me feel guilty. I WAS NOT TRASHING HIM….. i love him obviously so how could i do that….. but i can’t let it be the only thing in my life. I need to focus on other things… and  hopefully that will lead to focusing on other people. Wish me luck??…